Here you sit on your high-backed chair
Wonder how the view is from there
I wouldn't know 'cause I like to sit
Upon the floor, yeah upon the floor
If you like we could play a game
Let's pretend that we are the same
But you will have to look much closer
Than you do, closer than you do

And I'm far too tired to stay here anymore
And I don't care what you think anyway
'Cause I think you were wrong about me
Yeah what if you were, what if you were

And what if I'm a snowstorm burning
What if I'm a world unturning
What if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I'm the kindest demon
Something you may not believe in
What if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep

I know you've got it figured out
Tell me what I am all about
And I just might learn a thing or two
Hundred about you, maybe about you
I'm the end of your telescope
I don't change just to suit your vision
'Cause I am bound by a fraying rope
Around my hands, tied around my hands

And you close your eyes when I say I'm breaking free
And put your hands over both your ears
Because you cannot stand to believe I'm not
The perfect girl you thought
Well what have I got to lose

And what if I'm a weeping willow
Laughing tears upon my pillow
What if I'm a socialite who wants to be alone
What if I'm a toothless leopard
What if I'm a sheepless shepherd
What if I'm an angel without wings to take me home

You don't know me
Never will, never will
I'm outside your picture frame
And the glass is breaking now
You can't see me
Never will, never will
If you're never gonna see

What if I'm a crowded desert
Too much pain with little pleasure
What if I'm the nicest place you never want to go
What if I don't know who I am
Will that keep us both from trying
To find out and when you have
Be sure to let me know

What if I'm a snowstorm burning
What if I'm a world unturning
What if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I'm the kindest demon
Something you may not believe in
What if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep
Sleep...
Sleep...


(are you capabel of alowing me to love you, and then love me back?)

it's over, again....
I hate winter/autumn
I'm tired of the world
and I'm totaly uninspired

Summer holidays are over and I still can't get myself to adjust to my new town.
I resent it and being there depresses me more than I could ever think.
comming home is like a penalty nowadays so i try to be away as often as possible.
the downside of being away is that it's expensive and exhausting.
I'm affraid of the rainy autumndays that will make me have to go home earlier.

summer's been great so far
I'm tanned and blonde because of the spanish sun and running around half naked on werchter festival^^
I've learned how to surf and I'm going back to Zarautz in august! I'm only not sure if it's wise to buy a surfboard myself... but it's so pretty and stuff.
nah I'm kinda like broke so I'll probably have to hire one.
ghee I love summer!

I just wanted to make a new journal entry